loneliness
It was very happy and beautiful when I was at my childhood. No responsibilities no targets no worries no more economical problems. Everything is good, because I have my p arents. They showed much affection and love towards me so much. I never recognized their adversities and pain they faced in keep me happy. It is the most foolish thing that not felt their struggling in the journey of life towards their children. I was never try to understand their feelings and love towards me. I only spend my life very selfish. This is by may be selfishness or by my innocencence. I never pray God for anything but now Iam always regret that why God didn't blesssed me with some knowledge and discrimination to recognize parents affection towards me. I am always regreat about this, because my parents died and left me alone. Until their death I even recognize their smile when Iwas succeeded and cry when I was failed and felt sick. ...